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Life's a disaster

2009-05-16T23:01:00.004+08:00

This is unacceptable .. improvement is a must
Quoted from Sylvester

Best Friends Forever

2009-04-26T23:24:00.005+08:00

As i was trying to "study" for my prelims .. I came across this very video .. and it almost made me cry .. Are we actually able to find such friends in life ? I wonder ..
Dont know why .. but i've been emoing alot these days .. most probably due to stress from prelims and reluctance to study .. gave me lots of time to think about life .. to see it from all the different angles .. to try to understand .. wad life is all about ..
I remember the old days when we were all young .. was hate ever an emotion that we experienced ? I remember the days .. when we were enemies a day and friends another. Life was never so complicated .. but as we grow up .. we see life in a different perspective ..
We form groups and stick to that very same group .. Friends are all seperated .. and form different groups .. and slowly .. one by one .. all of us a slowly brought apart .. seperated ..
As the years go by .. as the days pass by .. as we grow older .. we lose our childish yet friendly behaviours .. we make enemies instead of friends .. we .. forget the essence .. of friendship ..
I dont really know why im typing all this when im supposed to be studying but well .. i juz wanna tell the world .. cherish your friends ..

What is a friend ?
A friend is someone who will walk with you the good times and the bad
A friend is someone you can depend on
A friend is someone you can share your secrets with
A friend is someone who is not afraid to show his/her feelings
A friend is someone who will comfort you when you are sad
A friend is someone who will cheer you up when you are down
A friend is someone who will make you smile
A friend is someone who stands by you
A friend is someone who cares about you
And finally .. a friend is someone who loves you ..

Please spend some time watching the clip ..
PS: not referring to anyone in particular ..

I miss my hamster

2009-04-25T13:24:00.004+08:00

Omg .. so like my hamster ..
My hamster also loves to do that .. but not that pro of course ..
Sian sia .. wont get to see my hamster le ..
Its in France now but when my parents really do come back ..
It most probably gonna die le ( lifespan 2-3yrs )
Haiz .. feel like crying now ..

Ps: fyi, my hamster is the same size but its black with shades of white xP
HAMSTERS FTW ^^

Complications - Can u ever trust someone ?

2009-03-18T11:52:00.006+08:00

Life is complicated .. People are complicated ..
In life, u'll always meet back-stabbers one day ..
In life, u'll always have to make choices ..
In life, every choice u make makes a difference ..
In life, u choose this u leave out the other ..
In life, if u only have two friends to choose .. u'd rather not choose
In life, if u choose one, the other will be unhappy ..
In life, its hard to stick to ur own principles ..
In life, u'll always be influenced no matter wad ..
In life, its hard to find true and loyal friends ..
In life, its saddest when ur most trusted friend betrays u ..
In life, people really do change .. greatly at times ..
In life, its all about backstabbin and betrayin ..
In life, there is no "good" side and "bad" side ..
In life, its hard to make decisions when both sides have their points ..
In life, its hard to remain neutral ..

Juz realised what 1 year of absence can have so many happennings ..
Its hard to believe tat people can change so drastically ..
Its hard to believe tat our once united squad has now become a squad where ppl backstab one another .. where ppl fight against one another .. and where ppl dislike one another ..
So much for "U have to know ur squadmates well as they will be with u for the 4 years in Npcc" tat i heard from the NCOs in sec1..
I really dont know wad happened during my absence tat resulted in such a great increase in disagreements and such a great decrease in unity ..
I wonder .. wad would have happened and our things would have been different if i didnt leave for france for tat one year .. would things have been better ? Or would things be the same ? Or worse .. would I have taken a side and joined in the fight ?

Well now .. I feel like im a two-faced freak ..
I have chosen to be neutral .. but is tat really wad i should be ?
I read WeiX's blog yesterday .. made me reflect alot ..
What he says is true ..

Quote :
"I have realised that neutral party is the worst. They go to one side and say I love u and go to the other side and say I love u too. End up both sides realised that the neutral parties are betraying them and woo .. no one is NEUTRAL."

Sounds like .. totally me ?

But once again .. like i said .. I cant choose a side ..
I cant choose one and forget the other ..
Especially if both sides are fighting against one another ..
I cant leave neither .. when i have friends i cherish in both sides ..
although i have to admit .. both sides have betrayed me too ..
At least everyone in NP have back-stabbed me once ..
It would be downright lying if u say u've never backstabbed me before ..
Two of my trusted friends have back-stabbed me too ..
And u say u've nv backstabbed me ? think again ..
Its hard to trust anyone when u have ppl like that around ..
Life is filled with uncertainty and ur trusted friends or ur best friend may just suddenly turn on u .. or worse .. they dont turn on u in the face but rather they backstab u from behind ..
In life .. the worse injury one can have .. is not any of the physical injuries .. but rather .. being backstabbed by ur friends from behind .. ( thinking that they were protecting u from the back )
Its like pushing a dagger deep into ur heart .. without u knowing tat the blade was coming ..
To tell the truth .. I'd rather ppl stab me from the front .. at least i might be able to dodge the blade .. in the more sophisicated term .. its knowing that ur friend have betrayed u and then, being stabbed rather than being stabbed first, then know tat it was ur friend who stabbed u .. Although in both cases, ur heart will be broken, but for scenario 1, i believe one would recover so much faster .. and life wouldnt seem so bad all at once ..

Know wad ? Maybe i should juz create a new side ? The neutral side!
Since everyone in the squad have already chosen their sides .. maybe i should juz stick to my side alone .. currently, anyone reading this post would feel that i'm still being tat two faced freak who says i love u to both sides and then backstab both sides by telling the other side about what they said .. seriously .. even i have this feeling like im the worse guy ever ..
But i seriuosly cant choose a side .. cuz i have friends on both sides -.-
But i'll try hard not to be a backstabber .. and stick to my "I do not backstab" campaign lolz ..
I juz hope i can be on both sides .. say i love u to both sides .. but not betray any of the sides .. maybe i should really try tat .. and see how's the outcome ..

Hahas .. to whoever is reading my post .. can imagine u telling others something like .. Nicholas really is a fcking blablabla .. so fake blablabla and all tat .. haiz .. life is never a smooth road ahead ..

*Anyways .. i dont think people in my squad reads my blog hehe .. I havent blogged for a very long time .. so i think even if they know they also wont see le .. hahas .. Cant believe i wrote so much .. was juz releasing everythin out from my heart .. now i feel much better =)

Haiz .. hoping to find a true friend one they .. a friend who doesnt talk bad bout u .. a friend who trust in u and whom i trust too .. the mutual trust between us so strong that none can break .. a friend who will stand up for u when ur backstabbed .. a friend who will always be with u no matter what .. a friend who's always thr for u .. a friend who will console u when ur down, who'll celebrate with u when ur high .. as the chinese saying goes, 有福同享，有难同当.. hahas .. i would be over the moon if i find one .. but does such a friend really exist in this world of complications ?

Friendship ^^

2009-02-27T21:49:00.004+08:00

Friends are like stars and Lovers like the sun.
When the Sun is around, we couldn’t see the stars though they are always there.
Its only during our dark times when we see our stars.
Let’s not forget the special stars around us.
Let them know that you will always appreciate and treasure them.
And not see them only during times of need ..

Friendship is often built not in times of confort but in times of trouble and difficulty.
It is often during these troubled times that friendship were built.

Try looking around you; if you have some friends whom you treasure a lot, perhaps, you should let them know how much they mean to you.
At the same time, if you realize that all of your friends are just plain acquaintances, you might want to reorganize the way you lead your life.

Treasure your friends and always remember :
" A friend in need is a friend indeed" :)

If a girl cries ..

2009-02-10T22:47:00.004+08:00

If a girl cries in front of you, it means that she could not take it anymore…

If you take her hand, she would stay with you for the rest of your life; ifyou let her go, she would not be back to herself anymore…

A girl won’t cry easily, except in front of the person she loves the most…she becomes weak…

A girl won’t cry easily, only when she loves you the most, she will put aside her ego.

Guys, if a girl cries because of you, please hold her hands firmly and let her know that she’s the one who would stay with you for the rest of your life.

If a girl cries because of you, please don’t give her up as your decision may ruin her life.
When she cry right in front of you, when she cry because of you, Look into her eyes…Can you see and feel the pain she’s feeling?

Which other girl have cried in front of you, and because of you?

She cry not because she is weak, She cry not because she wants sympathy, She cry because crying silently is no longer possible, the pain, hurt, and agony have become too big a burden to be kept inside…

If a girl cry her heart out to you, And all because of you, It is time to look back on what you have done, Only you will know the answer to it.

Do consider it. Cause one day….

It may be too late for regrets,

It may be too late to say: "I’m sorry".

NP campfire song

2009-02-06T21:11:00.001+08:00

I ask my love, to take a walk
To take a walk, down Orchard Road
By pass Mandarin, to Centrepoint
Where we had lunch, at McDonald
We had fillet, and apple pie
And share a cup, of lemon lime
I hold her hands, look into her eyes
And asked her to, be my Valentine
Now I'm confined, in NPCC
I missed her so, my sweet honey
I promised her, when I booked out
I called her out, and date her out
There was one night, we went night hike
There was no light, so we use torchlight
Under the clear moonlight, look into her eyes
I asked her to, be my future wife
But she rejected me, she turned me down
She turned her head, and said good-bye
I was so sad, now that she had gone
So I turned my way to the airport
When I reached airport, I was alone
I looked around, and saw my love
There was one guy, standing beside her
I was so sad and departed
So I named this song, a sad sad song
Coz it breaks my heart, and filled with tears
Oh my darling, now that you have gone
Let me alone to sing this song

Lolz .. I like the older version .. nicer ..
This suxs o.o

Stressed out ..

2009-02-05T20:27:00.002+08:00

Erm .. guess I'll juz post post awhile .. since it was exactly one month ago since i last posted ..
Well .. feel like rumbling on about how stressful life is .. how tired I am .. how life's meaningless ..
Its like everyday's a daily routine .. every week passes by no different from the previous ..
Throughout the whole boring, lengthy, draggy, stupid week, only monday's the rest day ..

Tuesday after sch = Amaths tuition till 530pm
Wednesday after sch = French till 615pm
Thursday after sch = Amaths tuition again till 7pm
Friday after sch = waste time marching around ( NPCC )

Life's boring ..
If only I were in a mixed sch ..
If only I were in normal stream ..
If only I would not worry bout o-levels ..
If only I could relax more ..
If only I wouldn't be stressed ..
If only I could maintain self control ..
If only I could abstain from anime ..

and most importantly ..

If only my parents were here .. with me ..

I miss u .. mummy .. daddy >.<

Im tired ..

2009-01-05T18:33:00.003+08:00

Hi guys .. so long since i last posted ..
Well .. main purpose of this post ..
I wanna break ..
Im tired of blogging tired of blog hopping ..
So well .. im announcing a break ..
Wont be blogging for quite some time ..
suddenly realised its a waste of time ..
Maybe not quite some time la ..
as in ..
I'll only be blogging when thrs stuff to blog about ..
All in all, i wont be blogging as often as before ..
So erm .. happy blogging guys ..
Im takin a long long rest xP

Lazy

2008-12-22T23:24:00.002+08:00

Aiyo aiyo I reach singapore like 2 days ago liao .. everyone is like " U still in France ar ? " or " U come back already ar ? " haiz .. I thought before i left i msged everyone saying i'll be coming back on the 19th ?? Looks like no one remembered .. anyways I felt an obligation to post when I came back to Singapore but was just too lazy to post haha ..

Omg .. so much homework to do
so many things to do
but so little time to spare ..

Need rush homework homework homework >.<

Raining In My Heart

2008-12-09T22:55:00.003+08:00

Rawr Rawr Rawr ! The weather outside is bad bad bad .. rain stop rain stop rain .. temperature dunno why increased from 0 degrees last week to 5 degrees this week .. but feels like my heart is still stuck at freezing point .. Feels like my heart is raining .. and it's getting heavier and heavier day by day ..

Suddenly .. I feel like crying out loud .. I feel like escaping .. juz running and running away from reality .. but obviously .. I cant -.-

Every minute every second that is passing by now as I type this post, is like a countdown to the day my dad drives me to the airport and i .. gotta leave ..

Haiz .. exactly 10 days .. sounds so long but seems so short ..

I dun wanna go back .. rememeber the other time when i was talking bout whether my home is in France or in Singapore .. ? I guess .. home can be anywhere .. as long as im with my dad .. and my mum .. <3

And now .. in addition .. im worried sick bout my o-levels .. and and .. I havent done my holiday homework .. so many and yet so little time .. im screwed .. and and I havent even revised for the upcoming revision tests when sch reopens .. im dead ..

I dun wanna go back !!!!

Holiday xP

2008-11-30T06:17:00.005+08:00

Haha wad an unlucky day today. Set off early in the morning at 7am. Headed towards the other side of france, the eastern side haha. I live near bordeaux which is like at the western side of france lol .. well took us like 8 hours to reach the hotel lol. Well .. my dad had already booked all the hotels for the 15 days in our trip, so I was spending time keying in all the hotels in the gps .. and lucky us, we found out that the gps ( that we borrowed from a friend ) only contained maps of western europe !! Which means that two of the countries we were about to go were not in the gps, Czech Republic and Hungary .. Rawr !!

Finally realised how bad it was to rely too much on gps .. we were like thinking omg wad to do ? No map of europe somemore .. hotels oso book le .. later lost how lol .. So in the end, after like a very very very long time, we finally decided to buy ourselves a gps. Actually, my dad had always wanted to buy a gps cuz we liked to travel and the gps in super useful lol. But it was really very expensive and my mum didnt wanna buy .. so we had always been borrowing the gps from friends lol ..

Haha was very surprised this time round, mum agreed to buy the gps haha. Guess she was afraid we might get lost without the gps haha. Well .. its quite true though, we dont even speak the language in czech republic nor hungary .. sure die de lol .. at least france still ok .. parents dunno french at least I can help .. go there is like alien and man ... how communicate ? xP

So we bought the gps .. cost like 149 euros omg .. so dam ex la .. 149 euros is like $300 ? and when i return back singapore my parents oso wont travel much alone .. so will be like wasted .. use now then nxt time no use le .. so we think and think and think but at last still bought lol xP At least now we know the way home yay ^^

Oh ya ya more bad luck -.- Well .. guess age really does affect one's memory .. my mum seems to be forgeting lots of stuff lolz .. Well well .. on the way to the hotel, there was like snow all over the floor .. so dad ask me take photo .. So, I took out the camera and started snapping .. bout like the 5th photo, come out the no battery sign lol .. parents didnt charge -.-

So .. took out the spare battery .. OMG also never charge lol .. wonder wad my parents were doing when I was in Singapore lol .. So so .. thought of going back hotel to charge, then .. mum say the battery charger forgot to bring -.-

In the end, brought a camera cannot take photo, brought battery cannot charge, brought gps only cover western europe never cover eastern europe .. so oso cannot use .. haiz -.-

Oh gosh, gotta go sleep liao, need wake up early early tomoro rush to germany yay xP

Holiday Itinery
1st day From house go to "Dijon" ( A city at the border of France )
2nd day Chiong to Germany ( western )
3rd day tour around germany ( eastern )
4th day chiong to Czech Republic
5th day Tour around Czech Republic xP
6th day chiong to Hungary
7th day tour Hungary o.o
8th day chiong to Italy
9th day tour Italy
10th day chiong to Southern France ( very far so need stop by at hotel )
11th day chiong to Andorra
12th day erm .. rest ? play snow ?
13th day erm .. ski ? Andorra is like ski and shop ski and shop lol
14th day sianx .. rush back ( stay hotel on the way )
15th day finally reach home xP

Eh eh .. maybe u guys should check the map .. go google map or type in europe map or smth .. u'll see that we're like touring the center part of europe lols .. cuz the other parts are either too far or go before le lolz .. Aiya since staying in France might as well tour europe ma ? rite ? Anyways in case u guys dunno .. from one country to one country is very very far lol .. plus my dad driving very tiring so need like one day to cross borders lol ..

You guys go imagine barh .. from western France go eastern France need at least 8 hours ( not totally one end to the other .. ) If really one end to the other i think need like 12 hours lols .. so cross countries is alot longer xP Oh ya ya this isnt flying .. its driving .. its very very long =x

Omg wad a long long post haha .. anyways .. dont think the hotel 2moro got internet haha .. so might not online le xP Maybe the day after barh .. the day after then got wireless lolz xP

OMG so late le .. ok then cya folks xP Happy Holidays ^^

Line Dancing xP

2008-11-28T22:59:00.006+08:00

Any of u tried line dancing before ? Just found out tat my mum joined line dancing classes in France lol. Cuz here she never work, stay at home very boring so my mum and some other singaporean aunties joined line dancing haha. Well .. since I got nothing to do here, I decided to join her for one class lol ( as a spectator i mean ). Well took some videos too haha. French line dancing is so funny. Below is a video i took of the line dancing lesson. Well .. if u happen to notice my mum ( in red ), she had knee pain tat day so couldnt really dance well lol .. anyways plz dont comment bout my mum o.o

Well, after that day, they had a party yesterday night lol .. as in everone bring food, then share lor .. then while eating the organiser will play music then who want to dance can join in and dance lor .. haha took videos too ..

Haha sorry bout the background noice .. my mum and the other aunties are chatting .. and the next video was actually a very nice video until my mum interrupted with a water bottle lol ..

Well .. tats bout all .. but dont they dance well ? xP

Life isnt easy >.<

2008-11-26T15:27:00.004+08:00

Haiz .. its like already 3 days since I arrived in Paris .. Everything's very very cold here haha .. but still ok la .. bout 2 degrees in the morning and 9 degrees in the afternoon lol xD Have to wear at least 2 layers of clothes and 1 jacket when ur outside .. the wind is chilling to the spine ..

But well .. despite the harsh cold winter outside, I get to feel the warmth of being home sweet home ^^ Nothing .. absolutely nothing beats the feeling of being home with your parents after a long long time haiz .. Oh wells .. being back home means being back to the nagging nest xD Haha I missed my mum's nagging for quite some time already =P

This morn woke up early, was thinking of turning on the laptop and get my hands in the game but mum was angry >.< She said that I had been playing and playing non stop .. she said I wake up play play watch anime watch movie play play sleep .. She's right actually .. She also said that if I continued like this .. I would not be able to do well in my o-levels next year ( Cruel =X )

Looking back into the previous few weeks of the holidays .. I really havent been doing much .. or in a harsher tone, I havent been studying at all .. I was like play play play totally stuck in my holiday mood. Im soo soo soo dead if I wanna even try to get in VJC >.<

A very "wise" cat once told us " This is unacceptable, improvement is a must !" . I guess it really does apply to me xD

Well .. im gonna try to make a difference. When I return back to Singapore, its really no more playing, its study study revise revise and study again .. Im gonna make sure I get into VJC by hook or by crook. Someone once said too "when there's a will, there's a way". As long as I study, I think I might be able to get into VJC i suppose ..

Oh ya .. maybe I can have some exceptions for the running animes like naruto and bleach lol .. cuz every week will come out one new episode, so shld be able to watch .. oh ya i also have to wait for Gossip Girl haha .. my cousin recommended it to me .. its quite nice actually xD Its more of a girl show .. but well .. im fine with it ^^

Oh oh .. gotta go byez cya all when I get back haha .. 19th .. lol

Wait wait .. im not supposed to look forward to the 19th -.- That date will mark the end of my time with my parents and the start of the studying season .. rawrs .. but well .. till then, cya xP

Flying Back Home Or Away From Home ?

2008-11-21T18:42:00.003+08:00

Haha its like so fast half a year pass liao .. seems like only yesterday that I was boarding the plane heading back to Singapore .. and now its time to fly back to France lol. Its like 3 more hours before I gotta go airport and 5 more hours before im boarding the flight back .. but this time its still a two way trip so i'll still be coming back lol .. Might be good news for some and might be bad news for some .. i dunno .. there are alot of ppl who dun wanna see me back ya knows ? xD Anyways i'll be coming back on the 19th dec. Juz realised .. i used "going back france" and "coming back Singapore" .. used "back" in both cases haha .. so which is my real home ? lol .. Should it be go france come back singapore or go back france come singapore ? Haha lol bet u guys are confused nevermind =X Oh gotta go have dinner .. gotta end my speech o.o

k k so erm .. moral of story .. dun msg me till 19th =P

Miss ya all ? o.O

Does that sound gay ? O.o

Omg .. Bye all then so lor sor LoL

Back From ATC

2008-11-19T22:33:00.002+08:00

Whew finally back from Adventure Trainin Camp ( ATC ) haiz .. so so so so tired now .. couldnt sleep at all .. 2 sleepless nights .. haiz ..

Its like 1st night .. wanna sleep liao hear tent-mate snoring till so dam loud la !! Loudest snorer ever la ! Then when he stop snoring leh, hear the mosquito buzzes non stop sia .. its like wth .. how to sleep la !

Then second night oso same, snore snore buzz buzz but this time worse -.- Got ants RAWR Cuz everyone need pitch tent in open area, so the ants are like coming from everywhr .. so throughout the night can feel ants and worse .. They bite !! Walao its like gonna sleep liao suddenly pain on the neck then gonna sleep again pain on the hand or wateva .. haiz .. But my group considered lucky le .. not as many as some groups. Some groups the whole tent infested with ants lol so muz sleep at the foyer haha .. but sleep foyer better la -.- So much more space .. for everyone else is like 5 ppl sleep one tent .. cannot even move about la ..

Haiz ATC was completely boring .. except one activity - Jetty Jump YAY lol

1st day take boat go pulau ubin, then walk like so damn long before we reach camp site, then ice breaker bla bla 1st day was juz all the lame lame stuff ..
2nd day wake up early morn do PT, muz do on the wet field somemore, in the end everyone's shirt dirty lol ten do wad treasure hunt, muz walk all the way back to jetty answer lame questions then walk all the way back to camp site again.. After lunch we learn to survive in jungles and bla lol like startin fire, building temporary tent and all .. last was jetty jump haha It was the only fun thing in the whole 3D2N camp sianx.. Jump like 3m down into the water lol .. wanted to jump again but wells .. 1 try each muz be fair hehe .. Then at night got campfire .. performance performance then back to the blood donation place -> Tents

After 1 night of nonstop blood donation, we reached the 3rd day yay .. finally gonna go back home so we area clean up then at 12 walk back to jetty take boat and heaeded home WHEW

Haiz sianx .. holiday is like so fast going to finish la .. juz finished 3D2N ATC, 2moro need go sch for NPCC again then the day after go back france liao haha Finally get to see my parents again .. Have fun for like 1 month then take plane back to singapore muz start muggin and do holiday homework le lol .. Then next year sec 4 0-level le .. scary sia ..

Next year muz study hard le .. No more games no more bla bla ..

LoL .. how come my posts all so long winded and long long de -.-

Had fun today haha

2008-11-03T19:41:00.003+08:00

Whew .. finally i escaped from boredom today !! Life was startin to become extremely borin n lifeless lol .. for once .. I feel unhappy durin the holidays haha. Haiz izzit juz me or wad .. its like i play i think of study i study i think of play rawr .. no matter wad .. life isnt as excitin as before .. rawr .. miss the 'old days' T.T

Well back to the topic .. well yeah today was .. erm .. diff from the last few days i spent cooped up at home haha .. had fun xD Well .. went out wif my cousin n her bf ( bestfren ), abi haha .. Actually it was supposed to be juz the two girls spendin the day gossiping but since i was feelin sooo bored, they invited me along lol =P

As usual, had lots of fun but spent lots of money too hahas kicked off the day with zinger student meal n cheese fries, then watched "Butterfly Lovers", some romeo and juliet romance film .. well apparently i didnt choose such a film .. the girls did haha so i juz tagged along .. It was supposed to be a tragedy but as usual, thx to abi's non-stop laughter, a trajedy turned into a comedy haha Well actually it wasnt juz her, there were other unknown girls laughin along .. lolx

After the movie, the two girls dragged me along to take neoprints LOL .. its like since when i was very very very young, this is like the very very very first time i took neoprints lol felt so awkward .. the two of them looked so natural and i looked so unnatural la .. but well after a long long time of endless decorations .. it turned out nice after all haha my first neoprint experience xD

So .. we finished takin neoprints and went off ( supposedly ) until we stopped at the door .. thinking of how early it was to leave for home .. after much discussions, the two of them didnt wanna leave and settled on watchin another movie, HSM3 ( High School Musical 3 ) lol .. but it was nice too , the songs were nice and the story was touchin .. Haha it was so touchin that i felt like cryin until abi started her laughin spree again haha. Apparently laughter is so so contagious .. I couldnt stop myslef from laughin along .. turnin a touchin scene into some comedy hahas ..

Well show ended at bout 6 .. it was gettin late RAWR .. time for the train ride home .. lol well so tats bout all bout my fun fun day haha lolz ..

Lookin forward to more of such fun filled days .. b4 school reopens - oh no !

BBQ supposedly gone bad =P

2008-10-30T22:08:00.011+08:00

Guess wad ? 3A had BBQ in sch yesterday !! It was fun and thr was an unexpected twist of events la lol .. It started off with bio making me come at 4pm cuz i was in the "BBQ commitee" but lucky I dragged and dragged till i finally reached at 4:45 and found only a few of the guys thr lol .. well we played soccer while waitin for ppl to come .. We started bbq-ing only at about 5-6 and found ourselves bbq-ing in darkness. Things didnt really go as planned .. the fire could not be sustained .. the firestarter would light for a while and go off again .. this went on and on until Mr Wong came up with an emergency plan - bring everythin to his house in the female hostel. Haha so 30+ guys marched into the girls' hostel carrying all the diff bbq stuff. We gave Ms Felicia Yeo her first impression of us by dropping a styrofoam box filled with raw food and ice on the floor .. and spilled all its contents on the floor haha lol. I didnt expect the dorm to be so big haha we could fit 30+ ppl inside and still have lots of space to walk .. Well some guys took the sai-gang jobs while some went to play cards .. I was in the play card group lol but I wouldnt have minded helpin to cook the food haha. Well everythin was fun and memorable. We even had our dear bio who brought along a cake tat his mum made .. it was nice thx bio xD

So here we are in Mr Wong's "house" 30+ ppl campin haha

The chefs in the kitchen haha saba n lester cookin ..

Or are they playin instead ? hahas ..

Oooh nice illegal gamblin den .. I was playin awhile ago too .. xD

What's Adib doin n whrs Agilan lookin n why's sly cheatin ? lol ?

Oh nice nice the new Victorian way of eatin satay =P

The 3A cake from bio's mum thx ^^

A bbq supposedly gone bad but eventually saved in time =P

THE END

Fion's Quiz again .. diaos ..

2008-10-24T21:15:00.005+08:00

Fion .. why do u always have quizzes to do ? omg .. haiz anyways im dam bored and emo-ing now lol so guess i'll accept ur request .. but why do ur quizzes always ask this kinda qns ?

1.The person who tagged you is?
ans : Fion .. who else ? lol ..

2.Your relationship with him/her?
ans : Frenz .. haha

3.Your 5 impressions of him/her.
ans : my first impression was that she's a girl
2nd 3rd 4th 5th impression .. need so many for wad ? First impression counts ... =)

4.The most memorable thing he/she had done for you.
ans : Nothin much really wahahaha

5.The most memorable thing he/she had said to u?
ans : I hate u ^^

6.If he/she become ur lover,you will?
ans : Do nothin ..

7.If he/she becomes your lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be?
ans : She wont be ..

8.If he/she become your enemy, you will?
ans : She wont either ..

9.If he/she become your enemy, you will?
ans : diaos ? repeated qn ?

10.What is it you want to tell him/her now?
ans : YOUR QUIZ IS SO LONG !!

11.Your overall impression of her is?
ans : Okay lor .. frens ?

12.How do u think ppl around you will feel around you?
ans : How i know .. im no psychologist ..

13.The characters you love of yourself are?
ans : Nothin much .. im despised xD

14.On the contrary,the characters you hate yourself are?
ans : Basically everythin =P

15.The most ideal person you want to be is?
ans : The natural me xP

16.For people that care and likes you, say something to them.
ans : Erm thanks alot ? I love u ? muacks ? bleh ..

17.Pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to ( huh ? wish to wad ? )

1- Fion ? She suggested this quiz -.- ( but she already done it )
2- Tom !! ( He's busy playin though .. )
3- Abi xD ( she'll be too busy to do it anyways .. )
4- Saba ? ( he's busy anime-ing .. wont have time =P )
5- Kenwin ( Neopets is better for him .. )
6- Aloysius ? ( He would find it lame .. )
7- Eusebio xD ( He'll be busy mugging .. wont have time haha )
8- Lester =X ( He wont read my blog .. )
9- SiRong =) ( He's rune-scaping-ing .. lol )
10- Nigel !! ( He wont have time to see this post =x )

Well so .. I dun have to ask anyone to do this quiz wahaha ..

18. Who is no. 6 having relationship with?
ans : (6)Aloysius; How i know ? im not gossip girl ..

19. Is no. 9 a male or female?
ans : (9)SiRong; Of course male ! All male except 1 n 3 .. boys sch ya know ?

20. If no. 7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing ?
ans : (7)Eusebio & (10)Nigel; That would be crazy but fun .. =]

21. What is no. 2 studying about?
ans : (2)Tom; French ?

22. What was the last time you had a chat with no. 3?
ans : (3)Abi; Yesterday !! lol .. a few words nia =P

23. What kind of music band does no. 8 like?
ans : (8)Lester; Dont even know him well o.o

24. Does no. 1 have any siblings?
ans : (1)Fion; 1 brother i guess ?

25. Will you woo no. 3?
ans : (3)Abi; lol ? Wad a qn .. How i know .. im no fortune teller =P

26. How about 7?
ans : (7)Eusebio; OMG wan get beaten to death ar ?

27. Is no. 4 single?
ans : (4)Saba; Lol i think chasin not sure but well he wont be single

28. What is the surname of no. 5?
ans : (5)Kenwin; Maung lol .. haha

29. What is a hobby of no. 10?
ans : (10)Nigel; I have no idea ..

30. Where is no. 2 studying at?
ans : (2)Tom; Haha some sch in France .. I wanna study wit him T.T

31. Talk about something for no. 1
ans : (1)Fion; No comments haha

32. Have you tried developing feelings for no. 8?
ans : (8)Lester; OMG the last man on earth I would try for !! haha jk

33. Where does no. 9 live?
ans : (9)SiRong; Somewhere near PasirRis xD

34. What colour does no. 4 like?
ans : (4)Saba; Wad a qn ? I dunno ..

35. Are no. 1 and 5 best friends?
ans : (1)Fion & (5)Kenwin;
They Dont even know each other ..

36. Does no. 1 have any pets?
ans : (1)Fion; I doubt so?

37. Is no. 7 the sexiest person in the world?
ans : (7)Eusebio; Oh shit ! whrs the toilet .. *vomits*

38. What is no. 10 doing now?
ans : (10)Nigel; I dunno and I dun wanna know .. xD

WHEW !! I FINALLY FINISHED THIS LONG LONG QUIZ !! HAHAHAHA !! =P

End Of Exams ..

2008-10-15T16:16:00.003+08:00

Haha .. my school is like so late la .. today then exams finish haiz .. but how I do wonder .. why arent I feeling the least bit of joy ? >.<

I have been looking forward to the holidays for soooooo long .. and now finally exams are over but Im neither excited nor happy at all .. well .. it seems that now tat ive lost my purpose of studying .. I dunno wad else to do liaos .. all the nice nice anime all complete liao all the nice nice game all play liao .. plus now at my uncle house his internet got proxy setting -.- So alot of games can download but cant update, cant play .. zzz .. sianx !!

Even now .. Im so dam bored RAWR !! Life is so boring -.-

Well anyways anyone wanna introduce or recommend some nice anime or games ? Im really dead bored here .. only thing im lookin forward to is going back to france tis comin 21st november haha finally can see my parents again ^^

Well anyways .. its the holidays !! Brothers and sisters of different genetic materials, ENJOY !! ( quoted from Saba .. edited by me ^^ )

Screwed up first test lol

2008-10-03T14:10:00.003+08:00

Omg .. first Social Studies End yr .. and .. I screwed it up ..

If we do not count english paper 1, I screwed the first paper we nid to mug for .. and its not becuz i didnt study or wad .. its cuz i didnt have time to finish ..

Total marks 50
didnt do SEQ type B -13
SEQ type A not good -5
SBQ I crap through -10
Total minus-ed = 28
50-28=22 ..

I FAILED !! Rawr .. dun care le nxt year muz work harder ..

Official Mugging Opening Ceremony

2008-09-22T20:16:00.004+08:00

Great .. I hereby declare that I, Nicholas Chan C K, is gonna start mugging, meaning no games, no anime, less msn o.o

Haiz .. come to think of it .. like really no time le .. even blogging now is taking up my time .. did the test papers school gave .. Im like OMG !! So many questions I dunno how do .. How ?? Die ??

Cannot .. muz live on .. I wont believe in my self too much as to get A1 or A2, but although I missed half a year .. If I start mugging now .. should at least pass barh ? ( except Physics n Chem n Amaths n Humanities maybe Emaths cuz I screwed up tests .. ) This leaves me wif being able to pass the other 4 out of 9 subjects .. haiz .. Lets see wad I might get ..

English C5 ? Cuz no debate to pull up le .. The last time I failed comprehension and I dont write good essays like the rest of my class .. and im not good u summary .. haiz ..

Chinese B3 ? Maybe luck on my side leh ? Chinese .. cant really predict cuz its not lesson based but rather testing on ur general chinese .. one less sub to study ..

Biology B3 ? Bio's my favourite sub .. but missed half a yr .. so many things didnt learn .. Bio is like so many things to memorise .. n i missed all the important lessons ..

Physics D7 ? I screw up my tests and no confidence in SA2 .. I cant even do the papers Mdm Teng give la .. haiz .. Im doing extremely badly in physics .. haiz ?

Chem C6 ? Im not doing very well in Chem either .. The last test I screwed terribly .. the one we took before the holidays .. percentage purity .. haiz .. moles .. n i missed all the lessons bout acid bases salt and QA ? Cant believe how im gonna do well ..

Amaths C6 ? Amaths !! Die Die .. Jialat sia less than 2 weeks I still havent learn all the graphs graphs topics .. like coordinate geo ? Circles ? linear law ? quadratic equations ? HELP ME !!

Emaths B4 ? Emaths class tests pull me down but maybe the SA2 might do ok .. lol

Humanities C6 ? I missed nearly the whole part bout geog la !! Rivers .. vegetation .. plus I dun even know how to answer the questions ? Save me ..

French B4 ? French is much harder than I thought .. Singaporeans I really those kinds who memorise from books .. they learn wad kinda sentence use wad tense or format .. we dont even learn tat in France .. haiz .. thought french could pull me up T.T

Well .. no matter wad .. im gonna study hard !! Targetting a L1R5 of at least 12 ? It seems totally impossible for me but .. im taught to aim high !! Yeah !! Wish me luck .. save me .. help me ^^

Haiz ..

2008-09-18T17:34:00.002+08:00

Emo emo .. so dam sad sia .. exams round the corner and I still havent catch up the half-yr i missed .. Bet im gonna screw up A-maths n Physics >.<

A-maths is like all the graph graph thingy + all the equations equations stuff + wad linear law ? Circles ? Curves ? All i dunno .. How pass sia .. Sad ..

Need more time catch up !! How i wish i can control time .. How i wish I have a time machine ? Can go back in time hehe .. nxt time test finish liao if do badly press rewind button YAY retest -.- ( Diaos .. random lol )

Great great for those asking bout me in my class .. well ya .. doing better .. guess im not thrown to a side .. lol .. ya .. k la so dun worry .. I dun mind my class xD But erm .. cca maybe not as well .. got a few still hates me lots .. haiz hard time ! Actually hor in my point of view .. its juz 1 or 2 but they influence whole squad .. now ppl in my cca dun like me .. sianx .. Its like last time i sec 1 sec 2 tat time all like so good lahs .. then now 1 yr latr all 180 degree change .. Juz wanna talk bout a guy .. last time even treated him as best friend la .. anythin in cca he will ask me like wan refill bottle ask me .. any pair stuff he will ask me .. Camp wan go toilet ( campin at nite muz go in pairs ) last time camp always wan go toilet will wake each other up go tgt .. then now leh ? Dun wanna says .. pissed Rawrs .. So dam sianx la .. to think he once treated me so well.. haiz ..

Oh ya .. cant u guys tag instead ? U guys keep asking me bout my posts in msn .. make till my blog like so dead .. plus its not i never post la ! is no one tag .. haha .. but still can ask in msn la =P Juz tag more ^^

Well .. wish u guys luck for ur upcoming exams xD

OMG No time !!

2008-09-16T16:55:00.003+08:00

Haiz so sian .. Exams coming haiz .. wan sleep early oso cannot, i basically juz dun have the time .. Its like miss half yr .. i thought aiya nvm .. got time catch up de .. say until now .. left 2-3 weeks nia .. how to catch up ?? you tell me ? haiz .. Teachers these few days giving out past yrs exam papers .. then found out I really die .. almost like EVERYTHING dunno .. die le la .. physics die amaths die chem die .. English so hard, chinese oso, french is like so hard la .. only bio and emaths maybe still can .. shit la .. time time time I need time !!

Quiz tat Fion forced me to do xD

2008-09-12T21:12:00.005+08:00

Well .. this post is dedicated to fion i guess ? The answers to ur so called quiz ?

[1]The person who passed you this quiz
-> Fion ( Isnt it obvious ? )

[2]Your relationship with him/her
-> Erm .. not sure sia ? fren ? gd fren ? ex ? not sure xD

[3]Your 5 impressions of him/her
1.Erm .. likes to hit ppl -.-
2.Friendly ?
3.erm .. well she's a girl
4.Blur blur totally true
5.Dunno sia!

[4]The most memorable thing he/she has done for you
-> Played wif me online ? Chatted wif me ?

[5]The most memorable words he/she said to you
-> Isnt tis supposed to be a secret ? xP

[6]If he/she becomes your loverlover?
-> Guess tat wont happen anymore .. shes chasin a guy JY JY

[7]If he/she becomes your lover, what he/she should improve on
-> Lame la ! She wont become my lover ( Hope tat didnt hurt anyone 0.0 )

[8]if he/she becomes your enemy
-> I'll erm .. find out why she's my enemy and gain her over to my side xD

[9]if he/she becomes your enemy, the reason would be
-> How can she possibly bear to become my enemy xD

[10]The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is
-> Wish her luck on getting married soon HAHA

[11]Your overall impression of him/her is
-> Wad u wan me say ? ok lor xD

[12]How do you think people around you would feel about you
->How i know .. im not a phychologist LOL

[13]Characteristics you love about yourself are
->I dun love myself ..

[14]On the contrary, the characteristics you hate about yourself are
->No idea either haha

[15]The most ideal person you want to be is
-> Someone everyone likes YAY

[16]For people that care and like you, say something to them
-> Thanks ?

Lol !! What kinda quiz is this ?? Anyways .. i've done it so dont pester me to do it xD

DISTINCTION !!

2008-09-10T20:43:00.007+08:00

Haiz .. dunno why so emo .. but well .. for a second today .. I was quite satisfied wif myself since a long long time xD

Haha .. I got Distinction for new south wales maths .. Yipee !! Its like I usually get credit or participation .. seldom got destinction wan lol .. Well .. heres the pic ..

Well .. done .. back to emo-ing lol .. no la .. muz mug for 2moro's A-maths test .. so sianx la End of yrs are like 2 weeks from now and i havent even start muggin for EOYs .. gonna flunk .. haiz

I DUN WANNA FLUNK MY EXAMS !!

Muz start working hard le .. lol .. Haiz .. i wanna do well .. but not sure if i can .. VJC may be just a dream for me ..

VJC -- A dream or a reality ?

2008-09-09T18:47:00.005+08:00

Haiz .. sianx dunno wad to blog/ wad to say/ wad to do ..

Today took the physics test .. the first physics test to try to pull my SA2 marks up .. and i totally screwed it .. i barely got a pass ( 14/24 ) haiz dam sianx ..

Its like i dun feel like mugging .. but i dun mug then will fail exams .. haiz so confused ..

I wanna relax but I cant I gotta study .. Im trying to get as high marks as I can but I dunno why .. im juz not doing well for my exams .. haiz .. wads wrong wif me .. guess im getting from bad to worse ..

Juz thought of a question .. What's the purpose of life actually ? Anyone wif some cool answers ? Are we supposed to be born, to study hard, then find a good job, earn lots of money and before we can enjoy .. we die ? Was life created for this purpose ? What is life in the first place ? Were we destined to be forced to study --> work --> die ? Were we created to work for the next generation for them to work for the next generation and so on and so forth ? What were we born to do ? Whats life for ? Why are we here ? ...

Gettin so emo all of a sudden .. I dun wanna go sch i dun wanna study .. But if i dun study .. i screw up my future, family will lose hope in me, i wont be able to support my family etc etc the list goes on and on .. I gotta find the enjoyment in studying .. I gotta be motivated .. but whrs the motivation ? haiz .. wells no matter wad .. juz wanna do well for o-level, get into VJC, score in a-levels, get into university, find a nice job, and think bout the purpose of life when that time comes .. but wad if i do not do well for o-levels ? what if i cant go vjc ? wad if i fail my a-levels ? what if i cant go U, cant find good job ? Forget it .. lazy think .. gotta go study somemore liaos .. another Amaths test this thurs .. cya all =3

Super Cool Dinner =P

2008-09-06T13:46:00.009+08:00

Haha .. remember i said not goin blog anymore and abt the close blog thingy ? ( except tagbox xD )

Well .. couldnt resist the temptation .. yesterday was like so dam fun & funny lahs .. so long since i got so high b4 .. actually only got tat "high" twice in my life lols .. first time was in a sch disco in france .. did i tell u guys bout tat ? Guess not =X

Well .. the disco in school was dam fun la .. we used the school hall and we closed all the doors .. then we off all the lights living some cool spotlights .. it was totally WILD xD I was like calm and quiet .. but the loud music and the dancing ppl ( mainly girls ) were super influential lar !! in like half hour i got super high .. was jumpin n dancin to the music lol xD Super good stress-reliever .. we should encourage tis in singapore lah .. will be super cool ^^

Well .. back to the topic oh yaya yesterday was super cool .. eh ? am i like repeating .. nvm w/e erm.. oh ya .. yesterday was dam cool !! xD

Well .. we went to new york new york for dinner. It was supposed to be a normal gathering kinda dinner to bond us tgt .. but thx to some laughin hyena .. she totally changed the atmosphere la !! It was like startin still ok .. then as we ate .. she got dam high la .. started laughin like some laughin machine laughin bout some random stuffs LOL !! It was like she was "nagging" at the boys ( includin me mind u im a guy ) about speakin mother tongue and the chinese bla bla then all of a sudden .. she suddenly talked bout breakin 3 forks .. what drop le take new fork then drop again etc .. it was totally random la .. made me laugh till muscle cramp hahas ..

Well .. tat wasnt all la .. we had lots and lots of funny things .. gonna take me dunno how long to write tat all down .. lets summarize .. " The dinner was the funniest dinner i ever had " So people, follow this sentence and let ur imaginations run wild ..

Well .. after dinner .. we paid for the meal .. FYI .. I ordered like one spagetthi wif porkchop or smth and had to pay 19.80 la !! OMG !! Seriously .. if I was alone I'd rather go eat some cheap meal and go watch a movie .. BUT BUT yesterday was diff lor .. I didnt mind missin a movie .. for a cool dinner .. Especially when I was laughin non-stop la .. totally relieved me of my stress =P So shld actually thank the hyena xD She was like laughin at pratically EVERY single thing la !! Makin everyone laugh wif her .. I bet she could even make a cryin person laugh la !! hahas ..

Well .. after dinner we went to MHV cuz we didnt wanna go home xD After leavin MHV bout half hour latr .. I still didnt wanna go home .. but some of them were tired I guess .. so we left .. so sad la .. I wanted to enjoy more xD

Well .. actually I did enjoy it abit longer .. a few of us took the MRT together headin in the same direction yeah ! Well .. we continued talkin n laughin bla bla until we reached kembangan ( correct spellin mar ar ? not sure =X ) well .. we reached kembangan and sadly .. the hyena had to leave .. lols .. its like all of a sudden become so silent .. felt weird hahas .. but we quickly overcame it by talkin again lol .. once we reached pasir ris we split once again .. and then walked my cousin home .. then .. supposed to continue studying but decided against it .. too tired le .. muz be tat laughin hyena la !! Make me laugh till tired liaos haha xD
Haha .. spent one whole evening + 20 bucks .. but it was worth it =)

Hope we have such dinners more often xD

Oh oh nid go liaos -.-

OMG !! I wrote so much ?? Diaos .. K la byez xD

Exam Results

2008-08-11T12:17:00.009+08:00

Haiz .. got back my results .. I screwed up badly .. its like one of the last in class .. haiz ..

My results like tat how go VJC ? You tell me ? Wan go VJC nid 4 points .. count in CCA points and affiliation = + 4 .. So I need AT LEAST 8 points to go in .. My results like tat .. haiz ..

English 69.6 B3 ( Debate pulled me up )
Chinese 60 B4 ( Based on 1 test )
Combined Humanities 76.0 A1 ( SS n Geography )
E Maths 76.5 A1 ( 2nd last in class .. )
A Maths 72.6 A2 ( Last in class .. )
Physics 56.3 C5 ( Screwed up BADLY )
Biology 83.9 A1 ( Finally .. one tats ok .. )
Chemistry Dunno yet 0.0

L1R5 = 12

You guys might be thinkin its impossible to get 72.6 and get last in class and say im buffing .. but its true .. my class is imba .. top class in sch la .. u see them hor .. all results dam pro de L1R5 6 de >.<>

Haiz .. will I be able to go VJC ? sobs ..

Lame ..

2008-08-08T19:48:00.004+08:00

Lame la .. I never post say i nv post .. say my blog dead .. in the end post liao oso juz like dead ..

lols .. well wad to lament about today neh ? Oh ya !! My Chinese Test .. I got like 60 out of 100 .. B4 sia .. OMG ?? Its like my report book come out will have a B4 sia .. This test actually 80% only .. other 20% come from holiday homework .. but then .. I WASNT IN SINGAPORE !! No holiday = No holiday homework = no 20% .. So in the end Chinese teacher say this test counted as 100% for CA2 and I got 48 out of 80 .. ( Highest in Class = 56 out of 80 ) But then everyone can pull up their marks wif holiday homework I cannot .. How ??? sobs ..

Change topic ... SHIT !! Next week CA liao leh .. Stress Stress and more Stress .. haiz .. Im like worried bout my studies .. worried bout CA worried bout comin SA worried bout O-level .. worried bout whether I can even go VJC ma .. Some of u might say I overconfident so làn still wan go VJC .. but its the only option I have .. cuz VJC got affiliation ( -2 points leh !! ) If i cant get into VJC, no -2, = die liao .. go dunno wad JC .. ( serangoon ? yishun ? omg ... ) Keep tellin myself miss half a year of a-maths .. end yr die ler .. if end yr die ler = o-level die ler !! How sia .. no motivation to study .. sobs .. T.T

aiya .. still got alot la but i lazy write .. anyways .. nid study lo .. mug mug mug ^^

Wonder if anyone reading .. diaos .. talkin to wall wahahaha im going crazy =.=

France or Singapore ? Hehe ..

2008-08-05T18:34:00.006+08:00

Haiz .. How I do miss France .. no more stress-free life T.T

One example .. 2moro I got Chinese CA2 , I got Chemistry Test, after sch I got English Oral, After English Oral I need to rush to MOELC to attend French lesson .. It finishes at 6.30. Come back home around 7+++ eat dinner, eat ler muz chiong homework nxt day pass up .. then nxt day again .. the process juz keeps repeating again and again ..

National Day .. Isnt it a day for joy fun & laughter ? NO ! Guess wad .. Sch say giv us Monday holiday .. Supposed to be happy rite ? BUT NO !! Cuz the day after got English Compo CA2, wednesday got Social Studies CA2 ( DIE ), Thursday and Friday got Physics and Chem CA2, then the following monday got Bio CA2 .. Then thursday got A-Maths test .. Then dunno latr wad will pop out again .. haiz ..

Today worry 2moro wad test, 2moro worry the next day's test ..

I have proven that life in Singapore is made up of study, study + study .. haha ^^

Looking back .. life is definitely nicer in the past .. I wonder wads gonna be my future ? ( suspense ... ) ^^

Messenger Prob

2008-07-20T11:24:00.007+08:00

Haiz .. sianx i know long time no post ler .. so now juz post post lor ..

Most of you guys know i buy new laptop right ? buy new laptop = nid dl msn messenger rite ? So I went to dl .. the latest version now is 8.5 but the prob is .. I CANT DL !! After I click dl, they pop out the windows live installer .. then it dl .. reach 100% then restart again then restart again until they pop out say cant install >.> So in the end no choice muz go dl messenger 8.1 >.> Well .. after that, I downloaded messenger plus as usual .. but then this time.. I wanted to get a nice skin.. BUT THEN .. Almost 90% of all the skins were only compatible wif windows live messenger 8.5 .. i was like wtf .. only the ugly ones were left BLEH !! So no choice .. settled wif the skin as shown below .. my cousin liked it so I dl lol .. ok lar although dam childish but .. maybe keep the skin for 1-2 weeks xD Please remember tat tis is like the only nicest skin available to windows live 8.1 .. so dun comment on my taste =P Oh ya .. u can find tis skin in the web but I changed the colour so dun think u'll see it in the web xD The original was bright orange lor .. so dam striking .. too bright ler so in the end i changed lol

Done .. nothin else to say lol

Life's not the same without them ..

2008-07-12T16:17:00.002+08:00

Lol .. many things have happened the past few days .. past few weeks or even the past few months ? Sad .. no time blog sia. Singapore = whole day study (weekends included). Looking at the last post I posted. It was like before my brevet lol. Now finally pass liao lol pass ler oso dunno for wad >.> like useless de. Study in france 1 yr, now hard time catchin up in A-maths. Haiz .. thinkin about France .. I miss my dad .. and now in like 1-2 weeks mum go back France ler .. Now come to think of it, suddenly feel like crying .. *emo* Cant imagine no more someone nagging, no more scolding .. She nag tat time dun wan her nag, but now she gonna leave me, suddenly wan her nag again .. Haiz .. life is so weird ..

After reading this post, ppl gonna say i sound like girl liao lols but still .. its juz an expression of how i feel now ..

Life's not the same without them .. lol

Exam Comin !!

2008-06-25T03:43:00.005+08:00

Lol .. I guess u guys shld noe tat.. (if anyone even readin tis >.>) Im about to take my end-year exam in France.. after one full year of nonsense, im finally gonna take the exam.. its on the 26th and lasts for 2 days till the 27th (the day of my departure)

I can barely believe it.. Its juz 2 days away (one & a half actually) and here I am .. bloggin !! Futhermore.. I've spent yesterday retardedly re-downloading somethin that couldnt work, and I spend half of today doing basically everythin but study >.> How pro is tat ? lol !

Haiz .. Im so gonna miss times like tis whr i can do anythin i wan ><

Somemore, this Tom keep down thr suanin me, keep tellin me after exam can play liao.. PURPOSELY make me jealous de sia RAWR !!

Haiz Im gonna miss France.. and Oh Ya ! plz be prepared .. I go back sg muz catch up tis catch up tat .. no time blog liao .. actually come to think of it .. oso no one come visit de >.> other than that few "friends" lol ..

Special thx to fion ^^ , Tom (bleh), and JJ (lol)

OH die liao !! Havent revise OMFG !! byez !! (like talkin to wall) >.>

New Skin

2008-06-20T04:00:00.009+08:00

Great ! Finally changed my blog skin lols ! Actually i wanted to change the blogname too but thought it was gonna be VERY troublesome having to inform everyone .. well so i didnt change the name .. Spent 1 whole day searching for blog skins and bout an hour changing the codes .. Haiz .. Now that i changed the skin, im not sure the old one was nicer or this one nicer lols .. And oso , i encountered some problems i dunno how to solve .. can anyone help me ?

1) My posts dont hav a title !! Last time have now dun have .. bleh
2) For the links , i cant right click on them and select open in new tab like b4 .. And this is a big problem as i visit my friends using the links ( open all at same time ) so if the problem's not solved im gonna have to be linked to only one guy at a time ( cant open in new tab or window )
3) Feels like my blog suxs!!

Since I first changed the blog .. already got ppl start commenting liao .. erm .. wad was it again ? OH YA euh .. forgot liao >.>

Anyone think the blog's ok ? plz tag =P
And those who think its not ok .. you're free to leave ur comments in the tagboard ^^

In A Dilemma

2008-06-19T03:52:00.007+08:00

Haiz .. Im in such a dilemma .. IM STUCK !!

Im about to return to sg but now im stuck between 2 choices .. geog or hist ?

I have always thought of choosing geog as a subject as I have always hated dates but now .. my friends from VS are telling me that geog suxs !! They are sayin that everyone taking geog are failing like hell and they say that hist is alot more easier !! They say that hist is fun, interesting, etc . In all, they are telling me all the good points about taking hist as a subject and on the otherhand, they are telling me all the bad points about taking geog .. So which is a better choice ? I dun wanna hear juz one part of a story .. The thing is .. People are telling me that hist is better but no one told me geog is better .. so isnt thr anyone who think geog is better ?

Anyone has any comments or ideas on which i shld choose ? o.o

The Return Of The Victorian

2008-06-13T00:58:00.018+08:00

Haiz .. in juz less than 2 weeks will be the Brevet ( O-level in france ) and it will be mugging time soon. How bad izzit that the Brevet is not regconised in Singapore ? If not i can juz go
back and join JC lols save 2 yrs. Well .. the Brevet ends at 11am with maths and at 3pm I gotta be at the airport for the flight back to Singapore with my mum. Haiz .. seriously.. I dun wanna go back .. If i go back i'll be living with my aunt and my parents will remain in France so in all , i'll be alone in Singapore. Furthermore, I'll be returning to an all-boys school ( how sad is that ? ) haiz .. In France at least still mixed school ( some pretty chio girls too xD ) lol .. gonna miss being in a mixed school .. HAIZ .. Imagine me being all alone with parents and without girls .. unbelievable .. Well some of u may be thinking how nice it would be without parents .. im gonna tell u its gonna suck ! Living with my aunt means full-day study .. my cousins are all top scholars and everywhr they go, u'll see them reading or studying. Imagine that life im gonna pass ? haiz .. When i return singapore, im gonna be so way behind time in my syllabus, it will be dam hard trying to catch up to the syllabus .. lets juz hope i can catch..

*Note : I havent even started on A-maths ( its already half a yr .. imagine i gotta catch up to
A-maths and follow the lessons in 3 months b4 the end-yr exam ! )

My First & Funniest Fishing Trip

2008-06-01T01:04:00.004+08:00

Haha long time no post it seems .. and now im here to tell you a story about my first fishing trip today. Well .. wad happened was .. we woke up in the morning, the sun was shining brightly and we could even feel the heat ! The fishing trip was planned ! My parents and I had never fished before, so this "kor kor" brought us along with him on a fishing trip ( my first fishing trip ) We realised we had to stock up some of the items before we could start fishing ( for ex Hooks and Worms ) .. so we set off for the nearest fishing shop .. We bought everythin we could BUT the shop ran out of worms >.> so we set off for a shop further away .. Finally, with all the items and the worms ready, we left for our destination ; a beach quite a distance away. The fishing spot was VERY far away from the carpark, so with all the things all ready packed, we started walking all the way to the fishing spot. More than 20 minutes walk !!! When we finally reached, to our dismay, we found out that we forgot to bring the plastic bag full of the items we bought this morning ( it was still in the car ). So, my parents walked all the way back to the car and back .. more than 40 minutes wasted. When they arrived, we started to set up for fishing BUT we found out we had to move as a couple of scuba divers were in the water .. so .. we walked further up ( another 10 minutes lost ). At last, when we were about to cast the fishing rod, the weather changed dramatically.. It started to rain cats and dogs .. and the lucky thing was that WE DIDNT HAVE UMBRELLAS !! ( how lucky is that ??? ) We tried to cover ourselves with a poncho ( a mat for sitting on the sand ) BUT the wind was so strong that the poncho couldnt be kept open to cover our heads .. so we decided "forget it .. walk in the rain" .. Well .. so when we reached our car .. we were drenched thoroughly .. Well .. after we finally finished packing up and were about to drive off, it stopped raining .. How nice was my first fishing trip ? ^^

MY CHINESE SUXS !!

2008-05-27T02:53:00.004+08:00

Haiz .. My chinese teacher ( sent to France by MOE ) marked my chinese compo today and she commented that my compo writin wasnt to the Sec 3 Sec 4 standard .. she said that the way i wrote was very childish. I asked her for my marks and she gave me a 29/50 .. Can u believe tis ?? I barely passed by 4 marks !! HAiz .. After comin to France my chinese standard dropped like hell .. How am i gonna pass my O-levels ?? lets not say o-levels .. I think i can barely even pass my Sec 3 .. I really wonder how did i write my compos in the past .. and why did my chinese standard drop so much ? I gotta catch up ! I gotta pass ! I gotta study ! ( well .. its easier said than done .. who can resist the temptation of games ? )

written by Nick

Finally made a counter ! lol

2008-05-25T17:58:00.004+08:00

Haha .. didnt know bloggin was so easy WAHAHAHA .. lol actually i had quite a few tries b4 i understood how it works .. spent like 5 mins b4 i finally did it .. at first the counter dunno fly whr .. sometimes it was top right , then at the bottom right , then bottom , lol it juz wouldnt go to the bottom left .. well .. so i went to look at the other codes and found out that they were all similar .. so i tried to understand the codes and finally .. I UNDERSTOOD !! so .. after I finished the codin .. I previewed .. and then i found out the counter wasnt very nice .. so i tried a few more codes and in the end .. i settled wif a blue one lol .. enjoy the process of my exploration haha .. here are 2 examples of the mistakes i made ( not all or u gonna faint )

My Music Player

2008-05-25T16:33:00.004+08:00

Hey guys, as it was Tom who helped me to make the blog, he used his own song for my music player and he chose the music player himself lol so im gonna find one day ( if im not lazy ) and im gonna change the songs and the music player .. the thing is .. i cant do it now partly because im encountering some grave malfunctions in my Internet due to certain reasons i cant post about .. So its not relly my fault if u guys click on my link and find out that the songs played are the same as Tom lol .. but the music player is of course, different. Well I dun even think anyone is actually readin all this =[ but i'll juz post lol =]

Brought to u by Nick ^^
Please enjoy ^^

Nothin 2 write , Nothin 2 say

2008-05-25T16:18:00.005+08:00

gosh ! It has already been one day since i last created my blog and bloggin like so borin liao lols .. Cant believe I always grumble when Chinese teacher makes us write diary but here I am , on my blog , writting a diary .. unbelievable lols. My dad dun relly want me to blog .. he advised me not to go into this kinda things as it may affect my studies .. He is right in a certain point of view .. I remember he said " why not spend ur time studyin instead of bloggin ?" He said that I would keep thinkin bout my blog and not concentrate on my studies .. well i juz created my blog for like a day ? So how would i know o.o Well .. I relly do have A LOT to catch up b4 i return to singapore .. I cant believe how many chapters of A-Maths i've not done .. Im so way behind time .. How am i gonna continue my Sec 3 and how i pass O-levels .. gosh lets wait for a miracle xD

signin off
Nick

Welcome To My New Blog Lols

2008-05-24T18:19:00.004+08:00

Lol I finally created my very own blog .. thanks to the help of a friend named Tom. Actually .. I didnt really do much .. He wasnt able to Maple last night as there was a server maintenance so it was pretty much a miracle .. He offered to help me make a blog ( couldnt believe he would be so kind ) well he finally finished the blog at about 12am and i left it as it was until this mornin. I changed some of the informations as Tom wrote some crap ( as usual ) so things are abit diff haha .. Well .. everythin is done now .. until i learn how to make a blog and change the skin to a nicer skin haha .. now abit plain but i find it still ok lol ! so .. enjoy and tag often ^^