This is unacceptable .. improvement is a must Quoted from Sylvester
posted at : 11:01 PM
Sunday, April 26, 2009
Best Friends Forever
As i was trying to "study" for my prelims .. I came across this very video .. and it almost made me cry .. Are we actually able to find such friends in life ? I wonder .. Dont know why .. but i've been emoing alot these days .. most probably due to stress from prelims and reluctance to study .. gave me lots of time to think about life .. to see it from all the different angles .. to try to understand .. wad life is all about .. I remember the old days when we were all young .. was hate ever an emotion that we experienced ? I remember the days .. when we were enemies a day and friends another. Life was never so complicated .. but as we grow up .. we see life in a different perspective .. We form groups and stick to that very same group .. Friends are all seperated .. and form different groups .. and slowly .. one by one .. all of us a slowly brought apart .. seperated .. As the years go by .. as the days pass by .. as we grow older .. we lose our childish yet friendly behaviours .. we make enemies instead of friends .. we .. forget the essence .. of friendship .. I dont really know why im typing all this when im supposed to be studying but well .. i juz wanna tell the world .. cherish your friends ..
What is a friend ? A friend is someone who will walk with you the good times and the bad A friend is someone you can depend on A friend is someone you can share your secrets with A friend is someone who is not afraid to show his/her feelings A friend is someone who will comfort you when you are sad A friend is someone who will cheer you up when you are down A friend is someone who will make you smile A friend is someone who stands by you A friend is someone who cares about you And finally .. a friend is someone who loves you ..
Please spend some time watching the clip .. PS: not referring to anyone in particular ..
posted at : 11:24 PM
Saturday, April 25, 2009
I miss my hamster
Omg .. so like my hamster .. My hamster also loves to do that .. but not that pro of course .. Sian sia .. wont get to see my hamster le .. Its in France now but when my parents really do come back .. It most probably gonna die le ( lifespan 2-3yrs ) Haiz .. feel like crying now ..
Ps: fyi, my hamster is the same size but its black with shades of white xP HAMSTERS FTW ^^
posted at : 1:24 PM
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
Complications - Can u ever trust someone ?
Life is complicated .. People are complicated .. In life, u'll always meet back-stabbers one day .. In life, u'll always have to make choices .. In life, every choice u make makes a difference .. In life, u choose this u leave out the other .. In life, if u only have two friends to choose .. u'd rather not choose In life, if u choose one, the other will be unhappy .. In life, its hard to stick to ur own principles .. In life, u'll always be influenced no matter wad .. In life, its hard to find true and loyal friends .. In life, its saddest when ur most trusted friend betrays u .. In life, people really do change .. greatly at times .. In life, its all about backstabbin and betrayin .. In life, there is no "good" side and "bad" side .. In life, its hard to make decisions when both sides have their points .. In life, its hard to remain neutral ..
Juz realised what 1 year of absence can have so many happennings .. Its hard to believe tat people can change so drastically .. Its hard to believe tat our once united squad has now become a squad where ppl backstab one another .. where ppl fight against one another .. and where ppl dislike one another .. So much for "U have to know ur squadmates well as they will be with u for the 4 years in Npcc" tat i heard from the NCOs in sec1.. I really dont know wad happened during my absence tat resulted in such a great increase in disagreements and such a great decrease in unity .. I wonder .. wad would have happened and our things would have been different if i didnt leave for france for tat one year .. would things have been better ? Or would things be the same ? Or worse .. would I have taken a side and joined in the fight ?
Well now .. I feel like im a two-faced freak .. I have chosen to be neutral .. but is tat really wad i should be ? I read WeiX's blog yesterday .. made me reflect alot .. What he says is true ..
Quote : "I have realised that neutral party is the worst. They go to one side and say I love u and go to the other side and say I love u too. End up both sides realised that the neutral parties are betraying them and woo .. no one is NEUTRAL."
Sounds like .. totally me ?
But once again .. like i said .. I cant choose a side .. I cant choose one and forget the other .. Especially if both sides are fighting against one another .. I cant leave neither .. when i have friends i cherish in both sides .. although i have to admit .. both sides have betrayed me too .. At least everyone in NP have back-stabbed me once .. It would be downright lying if u say u've never backstabbed me before .. Two of my trusted friends have back-stabbed me too .. And u say u've nv backstabbed me ? think again .. Its hard to trust anyone when u have ppl like that around .. Life is filled with uncertainty and ur trusted friends or ur best friend may just suddenly turn on u .. or worse .. they dont turn on u in the face but rather they backstab u from behind .. In life .. the worse injury one can have .. is not any of the physical injuries .. but rather .. being backstabbed by ur friends from behind .. ( thinking that they were protecting u from the back ) Its like pushing a dagger deep into ur heart .. without u knowing tat the blade was coming .. To tell the truth .. I'd rather ppl stab me from the front .. at least i might be able to dodge the blade .. in the more sophisicated term .. its knowing that ur friend have betrayed u and then, being stabbed rather than being stabbed first, then know tat it was ur friend who stabbed u .. Although in both cases, ur heart will be broken, but for scenario 1, i believe one would recover so much faster .. and life wouldnt seem so bad all at once ..
Know wad ? Maybe i should juz create a new side ? The neutral side! Since everyone in the squad have already chosen their sides .. maybe i should juz stick to my side alone .. currently, anyone reading this post would feel that i'm still being tat two faced freak who says i love u to both sides and then backstab both sides by telling the other side about what they said .. seriously .. even i have this feeling like im the worse guy ever .. But i seriuosly cant choose a side .. cuz i have friends on both sides -.- But i'll try hard not to be a backstabber .. and stick to my "I do not backstab" campaign lolz .. I juz hope i can be on both sides .. say i love u to both sides .. but not betray any of the sides .. maybe i should really try tat .. and see how's the outcome ..
Hahas .. to whoever is reading my post .. can imagine u telling others something like .. Nicholas really is a fcking blablabla .. so fake blablabla and all tat .. haiz .. life is never a smooth road ahead ..
*Anyways .. i dont think people in my squad reads my blog hehe .. I havent blogged for a very long time .. so i think even if they know they also wont see le .. hahas .. Cant believe i wrote so much .. was juz releasing everythin out from my heart .. now i feel much better =)
Haiz .. hoping to find a true friend one they .. a friend who doesnt talk bad bout u .. a friend who trust in u and whom i trust too .. the mutual trust between us so strong that none can break .. a friend who will stand up for u when ur backstabbed .. a friend who will always be with u no matter what .. a friend who's always thr for u .. a friend who will console u when ur down, who'll celebrate with u when ur high .. as the chinese saying goes, 有福同享，有难同当.. hahas .. i would be over the moon if i find one .. but does such a friend really exist in this world of complications ?
posted at : 11:52 AM
Friday, February 27, 2009
Friendship ^^
Friends are like stars and Lovers like the sun. When the Sun is around, we couldn’t see the stars though they are always there. Its only during our dark times when we see our stars. Let’s not forget the special stars around us. Let them know that you will always appreciate and treasure them. And not see them only during times of need ..
Friendship is often built not in times of confort but in times of trouble and difficulty. It is often during these troubled times that friendship were built.
Try looking around you; if you have some friends whom you treasure a lot, perhaps, you should let them know how much they mean to you. At the same time, if you realize that all of your friends are just plain acquaintances, you might want to reorganize the way you lead your life.
Treasure your friends and always remember : " A friend in need is a friend indeed" :)
posted at : 9:49 PM
Tuesday, February 10, 2009
If a girl cries ..
If a girl cries in front of you, it means that she could not take it anymore…
If you take her hand, she would stay with you for the rest of your life; ifyou let her go, she would not be back to herself anymore…
A girl won’t cry easily, except in front of the person she loves the most…she becomes weak…
A girl won’t cry easily, only when she loves you the most, she will put aside her ego.
Guys, if a girl cries because of you, please hold her hands firmly and let her know that she’s the one who would stay with you for the rest of your life.
If a girl cries because of you, please don’t give her up as your decision may ruin her life. When she cry right in front of you, when she cry because of you, Look into her eyes…Can you see and feel the pain she’s feeling?
Which other girl have cried in front of you, and because of you?
She cry not because she is weak, She cry not because she wants sympathy, She cry because crying silently is no longer possible, the pain, hurt, and agony have become too big a burden to be kept inside…
If a girl cry her heart out to you, And all because of you, It is time to look back on what you have done, Only you will know the answer to it.
Do consider it. Cause one day….
It may be too late for regrets,
It may be too late to say: "I’m sorry".
posted at : 10:47 PM
Friday, February 6, 2009
NP campfire song
I ask my love, to take a walk To take a walk, down Orchard Road By pass Mandarin, to Centrepoint Where we had lunch, at McDonald We had fillet, and apple pie And share a cup, of lemon lime I hold her hands, look into her eyes And asked her to, be my Valentine Now I'm confined, in NPCC I missed her so, my sweet honey I promised her, when I booked out I called her out, and date her out There was one night, we went night hike There was no light, so we use torchlight Under the clear moonlight, look into her eyes I asked her to, be my future wife But she rejected me, she turned me down She turned her head, and said good-bye I was so sad, now that she had gone So I turned my way to the airport When I reached airport, I was alone I looked around, and saw my love There was one guy, standing beside her I was so sad and departed So I named this song, a sad sad song Coz it breaks my heart, and filled with tears Oh my darling, now that you have gone Let me alone to sing this song
Lolz .. I like the older version .. nicer .. This suxs o.o
posted at : 9:11 PM
Thursday, February 5, 2009
Stressed out ..
Erm .. guess I'll juz post post awhile .. since it was exactly one month ago since i last posted .. Well .. feel like rumbling on about how stressful life is .. how tired I am .. how life's meaningless .. Its like everyday's a daily routine .. every week passes by no different from the previous .. Throughout the whole boring, lengthy, draggy, stupid week, only monday's the rest day ..
Tuesday after sch = Amaths tuition till 530pm Wednesday after sch = French till 615pm Thursday after sch = Amaths tuition again till 7pm Friday after sch = waste time marching around ( NPCC )
Life's boring .. If only I were in a mixed sch .. If only I were in normal stream .. If only I would not worry bout o-levels .. If only I could relax more .. If only I wouldn't be stressed .. If only I could maintain self control .. If only I could abstain from anime ..
and most importantly ..
If only my parents were here .. with me ..
I miss u .. mummy .. daddy >.<
posted at : 8:27 PM
Music
Profile
Introduction
Named Nicholas
Aged 15
11 december 1993
Normal teenager wif normal likes
Currently still single xD
LOVES & HATES & WISHES
Loves
My Family ( 100% )
Girls ( obviously )
Games ( lots & lots of em )
Movies ( sit down & relax .. )
Hates
Makin Enemies out of Friends
Studying non-stop ( of course ! )
Being lonely ( scary )
Wishes
Getting out of tis boys sch ..
Staying Wif my parents 4eva ( haiz .. )
Growin Older ( support parents )
Being happy all my life ( YAY )
Well .. erm tats all i guess
Lol .. feels nice to be childish at times =P
